“Something Stupid (Like I Have MS)”

I know I stand in line
Until you say you have the time
To sit and talk with me a while

And when we’re close, I know
This moment’s right, but even so
The words feel heavy on my smile

I practice every day
To find the perfect way
To tell you without making you afraid

But then I overthink
And let the moment shrink
Until the chance just fades away

And I say something stupid like “I have MS”
And watch the way your eyes shift when I confess
I see your mind start racing
Like you’re bracing for the worst
But baby, I’m still me – just a little bit rehearsed

I know it’s not the script
Of how love songs are writ
But I need you to see me through this light

And if you take my hand
You’ll understand
That I’m still here, and I’m alright