You know those moments when you know you could feel a bit better if you just did that one thing, and instead you lift your legs up on the couch with another coffee.
Then the bitterness creeps in.
Ignoring what could ease the pain never really works.
Might as well peel yourself off the cushions and do the thing, even if it’s almost impossible, even if you gotta ask for favors, instead of sitting there sinking. Easier.